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The Desert

"My soul leads me into the desert, into the desert of my own self... My soul, what am I to do here?

But my soul spoke to me and said, "Wait."

Liber Novus, cap. iv.

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I am walking through the desert. I feel the hot sand on my feet. I am thirsty, the salt of my sweat stings my eyes.

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I lay on the ground, arms spread wide and palms and fingers exploring the parched earth.

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I get up onto my knees.

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Suddenly, I am very old, with a long white beard. A great wind comes from the right.

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I am caught in a cyclone. It feels like a wave, and I am caught in the undertow.

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The wind is blowing harder. It is blowing away not just me, but the desert and terra firma itself. It is a cosmic wind, clearing the plate, so to speak.

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I/matter/the desert struggle to maintain a foothold. The cosmic wind is overpowering.

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The last vestiges of matter, now shaped by the wind into a form like the head of a comet, are being blown away, exit stage left.

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There is utter stillness and silence.

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A tiny, embryonic shape emerges from the vastness of space.

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It disappears, then reemerges in the shape of a sunflower -- or is it a sea anemone? -- undulating.

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Light emerges from the center of the flower.

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